Aberdeen..

Right.. so I haven't wrote one of these in a month (I think), so here is an update on things you probably don't give a crap about. 

Moved to ABERDEEN!
 Finally found my own flat. Really cute flat, which is good =)  It is strange having your own place because you realise how frustrating it is to have to do everything for yourself, such as, cook, clean, and more cleaning.. oh and also my personal favourite - Pay bills.. =P

   As my friends know I am terrible at saving, so every night for the past month (I have been in Aberdeen for a month now, scary...) my mum has been giving me the same old talk about saving and what not. I know! It gets a little bit annoying after a while to be hearing the same old talk over and over again. She knows when I begin to get annoyed because I call her "mother". Her reply.. "Don't you mother me!" ;-) 

    

Is it sad that I am getting withdrawal symptoms over Body Combat? 

  I have took it upon myself to download some of the old release tracks to listen to as I walk to work. What I found the other day there, I begin to cry. 

   This is not pathetic in any way what-so-ever! It just shows.. that I am pathetic.. yes =P  

  What I am finding really difficult and off putting right now is that, I am obviously going to fail this course. I am working hard on my revision, but for the practical parts, I am not as good as I thought I would be. I must have gotten used to the same old Les Mills releases, so technically I am not as fit as I thought I was. Which makes it hard because it feels like P.E all over again in high school. I could have done the full time for one of the workout activities but because a guy came up behind me I stopped.. 

  My insecurities will either destroy me or make me a better person. Well.. doubt it could make me a better person, but I am a determined weirdo, so maybe my determination will help me battle my insecurities. It doesn't help that there are 22 guys on my course and only three girls (including me). Girls... DO EXERCISE COURSES IN COLLEGE! It won't kill you =)    I could use this gender difference in my research sports class.. Yes a research sports class. How crappy is that? 

   Why can't life be easier?

But I am happy. 

Extremely happy =) 

My mum gets worried that I am lonely or hiding things from her. But I'm not. Aberdeen is a great place with amazing people!  Also, the night life isn't too bad either ;-)  Loving.The.Parties!